Consenses

calm

 on the surface, an intelligible lie; underneath, the unintelligible truth showing through


"there he is 
thats the man
who killed god"


a question is like a knife that slices through the stage backdrop and gives us a look at what lies hidden behind it

Consenses Food

wild things

i can see my figures dancing in a circle

like where the wild things are

THE WILD THINGS ROARED THEIR TERRIBLE ROARS (ALL ROAR)
AND GNASHED THEIR TERRIBLE TEETH (ALL SHOW TEETH)
AND ROLLED THEIR TERRIBLE EYES(ALL ROLL EYES)
AND SHOWED THEIR TERRIBLE CLAWS (ALL SHOW CLAWS)
AND FLASHED THEIR CORRUPT RINGS (ALL SHOW RINGS)


and i want to be that free

movement

movement

movement

blood to fast    slow down

pulse in my hands    slow down

movement

movement

movement

AND FLASHED THEIR CORRUPT RINGS (ALL SHOW RINGS)


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THE MOST WILD THING OF ALL!!


THE MOST WILD THING OF ALL!!


THE MOST WILD THING OF ALL!!

geometry

geometry is shapes and math

i like shapes

math not so much

my figures share this sentiment

they form to whatever shape they please

regardless of proofs or equations

geometry is shapes and math

i like shapes

three sided shapes

three sided humans

front back inbetween

clothes    front back inbetween

geometry is shapes and math

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hark      who goes there

thou shalt not bear false witness

all suspicious persons and activity


from the wrist the caged bird sings
the cord draws tighter as she reaches for the trees
and tighter in the opposite way
as he stretches down to sleep

from the wrist the bird   sings
like the black birch tree waving in the wind
the thorn bush crying in the night
  help me  for i cannot help myself


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i didnt go to open art today
i didnt feel like painting

i didnt go out
i wanted to stay inside

i drew on my hands
i wanted to draw on my hands


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i realize that i can never be like the figures in my paintings
they display pain but do not feel it
oh how to be free from the spine
to twist and arch like tall beach grass in the wind
alive in but being alive  


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i think i need to add more paint to my paint
lest it grow to watery


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clementine

didnt go to open art today  but that was fine  i didnt feel like painting

i need to finish the rings on the two figured image  right at the waist  connecting the two in a broken embrace  

get it?

the backbend part two didnt come out so swell  but im going to continue working on it

its near impossible to get the red to be opaque but still use gel medium

so maybe straight red first  gel over the top

or something

ill figure it out

i might not

but i like the way im going  its the same feeling as getting the pull right  without the feeling of getting the pull wrong

also easier and harder to store  can roll it up but its quit fragile

looking forward to some new materials to work with

i dont think any of them will work though

canvas i fear is too toothy

but thicker paper doesnt roll or is too large to buy unrolled and keep unrolled

i also want wider paper

want to ask to move the desks around so that i dont have to move around corners in order to hang the pieces 

also want to put up one super long wire to hang them

apologies for the novels

RSB was fun in narnia  away from the prying eyes of my peers

well done


         where i'm from
         you see the rain
         before the rain
         even starts to rain