idea vs reality

i relate more and more with the orange color each day  i come to class

i know what i want is out there    and its mysterious an elusive   but i cant find it     yet 

i dont really want to though   but maybe i do   but what if that sense of    *fulfillment*   isnt as gratifying as it could be

i want to finish this dream   this piece   but at the same time never want it to end 

a half finished art piece is   after all   a half finished love affair 

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